What Was Now is Gone

What took a month to build is now gone in hours,  a splendid city of Lannisport is now forever gone and my desire in running a role play sim.   I do have to say,  the players I got were great,   excellence role players, good writers and no drama, what could a sim owner can ask for.    One thing was I could not get a study flow of rp,  it was very sporadic and it was not just the players,  i was just as guilty too.   I did go out and dance and would spend my first our off of the sim to wake up.  I was hoping it would help prevent burn out like I had in gor.   One thing for a sim owner, he or she needs to be on sim all the time,  they need to have good support.  I started out with good support, but then my support needed a break which is ok, we all need it,  I need it.

My real life got crazy,  in danger of losing my job, but I got a transfer to another plant. I got a job,  it will be less pay and more hours.    I figured it out I will be making about 1000 dollars less a month, but good thing for the extra overtime as I will mostly will be making  it back.  As a result of this, I thought it would be best just to shut down Lannisport and do something new.  If I am not able to be online that much there is no way i would be running the sim proper.   I really wanted to keep the sim, so I am making Driftwood Estates, a clothing optional beach and home rentals that is on the naughty side : }.   I hope it works out well,  I would hate to lose the place and I always wanted to do something like this.... a Naked Misha is a Happy Misha

Pictures coming soon

Silence is not always golden

The last few days I been in straight Second Life and the reason for that,  People Talk and Chat in open public.
Gay Second Life is so silent, a lot of over sized Avatars standing around looking to fuck.  Cruising spots like Bodyworks or Hubs is the worst.   People just stand around, in there IMs looking for sex.   Places like Sprut nude beach is in the middle, what saves it is the events and only a few of us will chat there.   Don't get me wrong there are chatty places like Myst, but they are mostly busy at night when they have DJs or the new Boots beach.  The problem there it is always empty when I am online.

Back in the old day there were a few clubs where people dance all day at,  Blue Boy Club was one of them.  People would go and dance and chat make new friends.   Cruising spot like Hot'n Hung Men Nude Beach was a great place.  I loved it there,   there was all types of people, well over 18 that is,  did not matter if you were a human, furry or a fantasy creature.  All was welcome,  there was alot of open sex and open Chat.   People would talk in the old days, unlike now.

The sex is horrible,  very few people can emote outside of grunts or saying stuff like 'fuck me harder', 'fuck you are so tight', 'you like my cock in you, don't you',  crap like that.  That was something that attracted me to Gor,  the sex was so much better with a good role player, than some over sized monkey whose cock dose not match his skin.

Straight Places like Turtle Coast, a nudes beach,  see pic below, is full of open chat and fun.  Yes some the ladies are upset that I am a gay boy,  they think I am so cute.  It is nice to be able to dance, chat and have a good time without people up in my IMs just wanting to fuck.  I like to have sex as well, but sometimes it is nice to chat and just have fun too.  

I do like this set up they have at Turtle Coast.   It is 500 Lindens to join the group and you need to be in the group to enjoy the place.   I talked to them and they said it is to keep the horny noobies out.   Everyone there has nice Avatars, but i seen some that needs some work and in the cock to skin matching department too.  I have to say most of the AVS look good and yes even the women.

This sim is just a homestead,  it is always full.  I checked the traffic yesterday and it was over 18K and that is a homestead.  they do hvae sex spots too, which i see in use often, but on the main beach,  there is no sex, no clothing, and not hardons.   

Like in Gay Gor, Gay SL is far behind in the straights, but I am happy to report that the Isle of Scimitar has made great strides.   As a gor hater now and a few of the people who really made me hate gor is there. I will never set foot there.   If i was to see them I know I would get banned and will be my first banning but it will be well worth it,  I hate those fuckers,  I hope you know who you are, Topaz and Decius

It Must End

Well RL took a turn for the worst.  I might be laid off from work if I dont get transfered to a lower paying job.   The warehouse I work at will be closing with in the year. Slowly they well taking our business to other locations.  They say there will be some transfers and the other will get laid off.  I have 3 poeple under me and about 9 over me.  The last time we had this scare I had 20 under me at that time and now I have 3. They laid off 17 people, what really sucked that the Union told everyone they will still have a job.   Well I will see what happens and go from there.  One thing I do know is that I cannot support a role play sim and flip the whole tier.

When I was in gor, over half of the tier was covered with rentals.  I had no such luck in game of thrones.  i think i got a few renters but that is all.   I did post my sim for sale, build and all.  i hope someone will take it over.  i really hate to see it go.   If not,  maybe i can do a rental thing again and get most of the tier paid.  I really love having my own sim to play on.  I would hate to lose it and the homestead.

I been having a hard time even being on the sim,  it just hurts to much to see it and know that it will be gone.   I just cant handle being there.

things are getting better

After a few weeks of blah.... well more like a month,  things are getting better.  My mood is better too.  my rp has changed now i am the master of coin.   it is new for me and it has been enjoyable.  i been going around and collecting the  back taxes of the businesses that I have gave to players and taking it back to be resold.   This is my plan, Active players will keep their taxes paid and the players who become inactive will be in behind in the taxes, thus I can resale the business to people who want to be a active players on the sim.

There is apart of me that misses playing the slave,  running around naked, being sexy, flirty and just a plan old slut.   I been curbing those urges on earth and it helps some.  I got this to say about Gor role play:

I still do miss the friends I have made there,  I miss you much guys!, but I don't miss the role play, the drama, and just all the Gorean Elitist BS.

Unmotivated

As of late I feel very unmotivated,  i really should not have dont lannisport.  i just dont want to run thing anymore and just have some fun.  i should have just made Ushindi a sim for homes and make it slave friendly.  I do not miss gor i do miss playing a slave.   I dont know what to do but Gor is not an option.  I left it i left it for good

kinda pissed

I work really hard in tying to make Lannisport work,  i do put in a lot of time and effort let alone pay the $295 USD every month to pay the tier.   When I left gor i did know know what to do with the sim,  I was not sure if I was going to keep it.   Was I going to just rent homes or make a role play sim?  I even thought about bring back hot n'hung back.   But, I saw Game of Thrones on TV and I thought this is what role play should be about.   I gave it a shot,  Now i am thinking i made a mistake.  I though i was going to have good help who cared as much as I do.  I was wrong in this,  as i felt in gor.  I have a few people helping me out a lot,  and i thanks them for this, but out of my original people who were to help me make this grow, well lets say,  they are not as i hoped.  I am taking a few days off and i have a ok role play in St Leviathans boys college believe it or not.  Well i was the only one emoting,  but i had fun.    I dont worry about others emotes, at least i got to rp with someone.

In a bit of a mess

When things were going well, I had roles filled I knew who was doing what.   Now a lot of those people are not missing.  I am not sure what I have open.   I thing I do hate is when people fill out an application,  then interview them, they talk themselves up good saying they can do this and that and they have friends that might come.   I would think great and spend a lot of time setting them up.  Then they go poof and never see them again.   I have seen this in Gor as well.    I found out why one of the banner houses lords has not been on, and it is good that I know as it is something he cannot help and will be back.  That I can deal with, things happen, but when people just vanish and i have not a clue why really bugs me.    If one wants to no to rp here just let me know and I can find others who want their role and find those who do want to rp here.

Another thing,  I thought I had great friends who would help me out on this new adventure from the beginning.   Most of them are gone doing there own thing,  leaving me holding the bag so to say.  Now that Matt is back at his Mothers house, he will be able to help out more,  and I am very happy he is now fully out of gor.  I do need help on the sim.  One thing i am not good at is driving rp and making stories up.

Now for the good things,   We had a very good opening,  Soar Patrol was great:

The Wedding was fast and easy,  the ooc dance was ok.  I wish we had more people, but i was able to relax and have fun.

Outside of Game of Thrones,  DJ Thorn made me my own Gesture,  it really made me feel special,  thanks Thorn for that,  Misha