Silence is not always golden

The last few days I been in straight Second Life and the reason for that,  People Talk and Chat in open public.
Gay Second Life is so silent, a lot of over sized Avatars standing around looking to fuck.  Cruising spots like Bodyworks or Hubs is the worst.   People just stand around, in there IMs looking for sex.   Places like Sprut nude beach is in the middle, what saves it is the events and only a few of us will chat there.   Don't get me wrong there are chatty places like Myst, but they are mostly busy at night when they have DJs or the new Boots beach.  The problem there it is always empty when I am online.

Back in the old day there were a few clubs where people dance all day at,  Blue Boy Club was one of them.  People would go and dance and chat make new friends.   Cruising spot like Hot'n Hung Men Nude Beach was a great place.  I loved it there,   there was all types of people, well over 18 that is,  did not matter if you were a human, furry or a fantasy creature.  All was welcome,  there was alot of open sex and open Chat.   People would talk in the old days, unlike now.

The sex is horrible,  very few people can emote outside of grunts or saying stuff like 'fuck me harder', 'fuck you are so tight', 'you like my cock in you, don't you',  crap like that.  That was something that attracted me to Gor,  the sex was so much better with a good role player, than some over sized monkey whose cock dose not match his skin.

Straight Places like Turtle Coast, a nudes beach,  see pic below, is full of open chat and fun.  Yes some the ladies are upset that I am a gay boy,  they think I am so cute.  It is nice to be able to dance, chat and have a good time without people up in my IMs just wanting to fuck.  I like to have sex as well, but sometimes it is nice to chat and just have fun too.  

I do like this set up they have at Turtle Coast.   It is 500 Lindens to join the group and you need to be in the group to enjoy the place.   I talked to them and they said it is to keep the horny noobies out.   Everyone there has nice Avatars, but i seen some that needs some work and in the cock to skin matching department too.  I have to say most of the AVS look good and yes even the women.

This sim is just a homestead,  it is always full.  I checked the traffic yesterday and it was over 18K and that is a homestead.  they do hvae sex spots too, which i see in use often, but on the main beach,  there is no sex, no clothing, and not hardons.   

Like in Gay Gor, Gay SL is far behind in the straights, but I am happy to report that the Isle of Scimitar has made great strides.   As a gor hater now and a few of the people who really made me hate gor is there. I will never set foot there.   If i was to see them I know I would get banned and will be my first banning but it will be well worth it,  I hate those fuckers,  I hope you know who you are, Topaz and Decius

It Must End

Well RL took a turn for the worst.  I might be laid off from work if I dont get transfered to a lower paying job.   The warehouse I work at will be closing with in the year. Slowly they well taking our business to other locations.  They say there will be some transfers and the other will get laid off.  I have 3 poeple under me and about 9 over me.  The last time we had this scare I had 20 under me at that time and now I have 3. They laid off 17 people, what really sucked that the Union told everyone they will still have a job.   Well I will see what happens and go from there.  One thing I do know is that I cannot support a role play sim and flip the whole tier.

When I was in gor, over half of the tier was covered with rentals.  I had no such luck in game of thrones.  i think i got a few renters but that is all.   I did post my sim for sale, build and all.  i hope someone will take it over.  i really hate to see it go.   If not,  maybe i can do a rental thing again and get most of the tier paid.  I really love having my own sim to play on.  I would hate to lose it and the homestead.

I been having a hard time even being on the sim,  it just hurts to much to see it and know that it will be gone.   I just cant handle being there.

things are getting better

After a few weeks of blah.... well more like a month,  things are getting better.  My mood is better too.  my rp has changed now i am the master of coin.   it is new for me and it has been enjoyable.  i been going around and collecting the  back taxes of the businesses that I have gave to players and taking it back to be resold.   This is my plan, Active players will keep their taxes paid and the players who become inactive will be in behind in the taxes, thus I can resale the business to people who want to be a active players on the sim.

There is apart of me that misses playing the slave,  running around naked, being sexy, flirty and just a plan old slut.   I been curbing those urges on earth and it helps some.  I got this to say about Gor role play:

I still do miss the friends I have made there,  I miss you much guys!, but I don't miss the role play, the drama, and just all the Gorean Elitist BS.